You have nothing to lose.

Letter #1

You have nothing to lose.

Lily, you are not late. Nowhere. Not at any time. Not to any "should". You go as best you can. And that is enough.

If today you just made tea and looked out the window, that's also a step. If you didn't write anything, you were still there. You were in yourself.

You didn't lose anything. You just breathed.